The Journey
Still busy
2009-10-21
Busy busy busy. Assignment followed by reports, assignments, reports, assignments... You get the idea. I honestly don't know whether or not to be glad I didn't take an elective for this sem 'cause I know next sem's gonna be worse. Oh gosh. Hopefully my determination will be trained till the point that it can last me through all my 4 years. Gosh. I'm trying to do my best for this sem 'cause it's already year 2 and I think I'm selectively blind to the progress of others in order not to increase the stress that I already have. I wonder if I'll make it through my 4 years in SBS. I will make it through my 4 years in SBS. Or rather, I have to. GLORIA! Don't forget our promise =) Just a little more to go. Just a little more to go.
本当に、本当に疲れた。
本当に、本当にもうあきらめたい。
自分をゆっくり、ゆっくり失ってる。
心の声を小さくなってきそうだ。
自分を探して来なければいけない。
時々、この世界から見えなくなりたい。
でも、少ない人のために生きてる。
がんばります。
がんばって。
がんばって。
がんばって。
still chasing...
12:04 a.m.