The Journey
Busy busy

2009-08-27

Been super tired these few days. Think it's an accumulation of low quality sleep and lack of sleep. Sometimes, I'm so tired till the point that when I'm seated, I can feel that I'm able to go into Stage 2 of the sleeping cycle if I would just allow myself to close my eyes for a few seconds. And yet again, I shouldn't be here blogging when I have to finish off my BS201 slides due today cause we need to compile it for the prof to look through tomorrow. I really have a hard time doing up the slides cause we have to use journal papers to back us up and with all the cheem terminologies, lengthy essays and what-nots, my eyes were totally @_@ and not to mention my recent state of mind. Then, today I still had my HW102 meeting to think of the points for our proposal draft but that was ok cause we only took an hour. Then I was doing my BS202 tutorial due tomorrow while Jia Hui gets some sleep cause she seriously needs it. Tonight, I'm still attending my hall's rally at 7. Gosh... Totally busy but all this is only like... This week? Cause I've been slacking too long. This is karma hahaha.

I'm really surprised by the number of people who know about our matters cause hall has really been rather quiet though well, news spread faster than fire in hall lah. Hahaha. A lot of people can't picture us together, which is only natural cause... Many things happened and it's kinda personal so I'm not going to tell unless it's close friends. In fact, my close friends all already know what happened these few months. Yap. We two have been meeting up whenever we can though well...... Most of the time, we're just accompanying each other to travel to and fro places kinda thing or either of us is doing work or both of us are doing work. Hahahaha. Jia Hui commented that the things we do are like even more stable than adults HAHA. But honestly, I'm fine with it =) In fact, it's what I need or want. Though yes, if we have any dates that are more couple-like, it'll be nice lah but it's not really a must for me. I've long passed the mentality of wanting a princess-y kind of relationship. For me or for us, it's the emotional and mental support that we need =) Afterall, we're both more than able to solve things on our own as what our close friends know. And I was telling Jia Hui that our friends won't get to see us PDA cause we're not comfortable being that in front of friends lah hahaha, unless anyone catches us outside?

Anyway, yesterday went a little shopping with Jia Hui and I can at last happily say I own 2 pairs of flats HAHA I threw away all my old flats so I was only left with 1 pair before buying my new pair yesterday. For lunch, we ate at Bakerzin. They have Student Price at 50% off from Mon-Fri, 10.30pm-5pm, for all main courses and desserts. So this is what we ate =D

I forgot the name but it's mushroom and linguini.

We shared this Seasonal Warm Chocolate Cake that we forgot to take photo before starting on it hahaha

Look, the chocolate is oozing out of the cake and mixing with the ice cream

Yeah mans! And we chatted for like.... 3h? Hahaha. And the total bill was only $18.50 XD I don't mind going again for desserts and chilling out muahaha!

Okay, shall end here since I've already slacked too much hahaha

もうあきらめた。
そんなの友達が必要じゃなくってもいい。
げっこうだ。
私、この友達を必要じゃなかったら、
いいよ。
もう話したんですよ？
あなたに信用もう壊された。
でも、最近、あの人とずっと一緒にいて。
この部屋もう私だけようになってと思ってる。
実は、失望したけど、もう最初の時にじゃないですよ？
だから、もういい。
あなたがいなくても別の友達がいて、
彼もいて。
大丈夫だ。
もう一人じゃないからです。
でも。。。
もしもわかってる、私に話しなさい。
でも、たぶん。。。
あの人のほうがあなたに大切ですよ。
何も話せないね。。。

still chasing...
5:36 p.m.